Hello, readers. I have contacted Dr. S. and am awaiting a reply on whether he would like to actually work with me on testing the hypothesis I had (which forms the basis for the project this website is devoted to, Project Cancer-Fighting Gut Bacteria), instead of simply publishing a hypothesis. In the meantime, I’ve been in touch with a few people who are interested in sharing my podcast episode one, which is devoted to an idea I have had which might be very useful, about leveraging existing clinical trial data.
While I work on podcast episode two, I have exhumed some soil microbial ecology ideas from a while ago (as much as a year or two ago!) and I’m seeing if I can get traction on those with my current research group. Much of what I want to do I can do alone, with sufficient data. So far things are promising.
I am reminded, each time I write to a new person or contact someone I already know, that whether I am listened to depends on whether people think I have anything of value to contribute. I am not a visible minority, but I feel for visible minority scientists- it’s hard enough to be taken seriously as an older woman on the fringes of the profession, without a “real job” to prove I have merit. I can’t imagine what it’s like to have to navigate that plus racial bias.
If I ever do get a “real job”, I wonder if the people who dismiss me now (or have consistently ignored me) will change their minds about me, and if they will even realize the unspoken, possibly unrealized reasons why? When I was young I thought scientific communities were merit-based, but as I grow older and see mediocre people with connections get fancy job titles and more respect than the people who actually understand more and think better, I have my doubts. There are some serious injustices in how science is conducted everywhere in the world, and the silencing of “insignificant” voices like mine, is, frankly, one of them.
How many brilliant minds are overlooked in every walk of life because people assume they can’t have anything valuable to contribute?